Until recently, I have been avoiding the news. Of course, I had some excellent reasons. If I heard too much, I felt a burden almost too heavy to bear. I just couldn't handle it and I knew that anything too upsetting would affect my already very fragile sleep. After a while, I think I somehow convinced myself that if I didn't hear too much, not too much was happening.
Then there is the "World News Minute" in the States which is a joke because, first of all, it is only a minute - and second of all, it is usually about U.S. interests in other countries. Again, listening to that made the world seem just as far away.
But living here, in an international community, it becomes obvious very quickly that keeping up with world news is crucial. All the expatriates here are from around the world and have lived in several countries. Then, of course, there is the news from Morocco that can be found on a few English sites and affects us, in some cases, very directly.
So a few months ago, I began a campaign to get myself informed on international news again. I started with the easiest place - the BBC front page on the Internet. I find that if I read it in the morning, I can handle the news better. There are silly and positive news reports there too that keep me more balanced. I have found the experience to be very rewarding indeed. I feel like my eyes are opened again to the rest of the world, I can at least have an idea of what some places are dealing with, and I am urged to pray.
During prayer sharing times here, there are the usual things - but there are also always requests for entire countries or conflicts which may or may not directly affect our church members. When your church body is made up of people from Sudan, refugees from Lebanon, those working with migrants from sub-Saharan countries, and when you have family in Afghanistan . . . the news becomes very real and very, very important. We are constantly reminded that the body of Christ comes in all colors and is dealing with all kinds of suffering.
Some would say praying for an entire conflict or country is useless. As one friend here says, "Hope is the beginning of disappointment . . . " Sometimes I get so overwhelmed with thoughts like this, but that is not what I am called to do. I am called to be faithful, to pray, to cry, and to help whenever possible.
The Taliban was to have a huge offensive this spring, and besides an international troop offensive which was on the news, there were massive amounts of prayer from inside the country - another kind of "spring offensive." The Taliban ended up being confused and fighting each other with no big successes. Coincidence? I know of no other country more prayed for than Afghanistan. You would think the silly people praying for that place would come to their senses and see the hopelessness of it all - but no, they just pray and cry harder.
I often wonder how the news would be different if Christians from all over prayed - really prayed - for specific situations, countries and conflicts . . . how would the world be different? Do I just assume prayer is not powerful enough to handle these situations? Aren't I supposed to hurt when one part of the body hurts? Have I given up on some countries? Are the problems too far away to be concerned about? These are some of the questions I ask myself these days.
When I was in college and feeling depressed about more bad news from Afghanistan, I wrote a song. Here is the first verse and chorus which I still sing when feeling low over news items to remind myself the burden is not mine -
My heart is so heavy, oh Lord, today - the pain in your world is overwhelming. But I cry to you, and I ask you - Why? Where are you? Where are you?
And you say - "I'm still here, I have control, I hold the world in the palm of my hand and close to my heart."
And so, I am called to pray, to cry, and to kneel at the feet of Him for - as crazy as it sounds - entire countries. We may never know until heaven what is really happening out there.
www.bbc.com - click on "News" tab at the top.